“i don’t crave what I have not,
don’t need more than I have got,
just me that i am proud of. ” - Possessionless

It’s been quite some time since I really wrote about thoughts that’s been in my mind. I have really loved having the time to think. I’ve been thinking about things. Lots of things lately. Especially about life. I can say this with certainty, that I have found who I really want to be in this life. That is, possessionless. This song really expresses how I feel. I want to live to love. That’s it. Just like this line. “To look into the mirror though i’m not perfect. It’s still a work in progress, hasn’t finished yet. I just feel so happy right now, having been given a chance to give a type of love that I haven’t given in the past. I live for the moment. I don’t want to take one second for granted. I truly believe life should be valued.I think more than anything, as what twinsis said when we talked, to be freely running in a green pasture with the wild horses, having the wind in our hair, running in the sunshine, being free, being with the people we love, just simply laughing and smiling. This is my dream. To play hide and seek with ones I love the most, to lie on the grass and have no troubles or problems. To live to feel alive. I know, that it doesn’t matter what happens, it is a goal I am reaching for. One that I will work towards. I don’t care how long it takes, or what I have to get through to get there, this is my dream. I visualise it every day. I find the hope that exists because I feel love, and I know this is the one thing that powers me. I feel so alive right now. Something inside me was woken, one person in this life has helped me get this far. I know where I belong. I know my dreams. I will never give up on them. NEVER!